‘Once it’s over, it’s over. There is no stopping it, even though you and the people surrounding you have fought so hard.’ So that was my grandmother’s speech at my funeral. I never expected that I would live shorter than my grandmother. She’s sixty-four and has cancer. I expect she’ll be joining me soon. Maybe by then I’ve been here long enough to show her around.
A lot has happened in the last three weeks; First of all, I died. I had AIWS also known as Alice In Wonderland Syndrome, search it up, it’s a real thing. I mean it was hard living with it but it shouldn't have killed me and, technically, it didn’t. Most people get Alice In Wonderland Syndrome at the age of six. I got it at the age of five. This means I was extra unlucky. It was so unlucky that I had to be that one in two million people who got it, and then I had to get it a year earlier. The syndrome didn’t kill me, the side effects did.
What happened after I died was a bit of a roller coaster and I hate roller coasters because I’m not tall enough to go on them yet. I was dragged out of my body by my feet. Then a cushion was placed on my head which, I thought was quite nice of them until I had experienced what came next. I was dragged around in a complex arrangement of tubes and slides and gaps. But that was nothing yet. I still had to meet the other ghosts.
Ghosts are expected to be horrible creatures. Ghosts were still nice when the first people died. But then, then it became too crowded and ghosts started to cause chaos. They didn’t have enough space and they wanted to go back. Back to their nine to five money making jobs. Back to their ordinary lives. Back to their families who now do nothing other than wait for death since they have lost one of their own. But they can’t. And even if they could, they would already be old. I’m young. I’m going to be young forever. I still cared while I lived. I still loved who I lived with. And I have the right to miss it all.
Since it’s too crowded now, ghosts want to escape. Back to before. And believe me they have tried. They have tried in ways you didn’t expect it. They are things that you think are nature. They are the wind, looking for their families. They are the ocean, looking for joy. They are the wild, just looking for an escape. An escape from the escape of life.
As I said before, ghosts are now horrible. And while some have succeeded at escaping the escape, others are still desperate to do so. They have horrible ways of trying to escape the escape. They haunt people, they steal things and they kill. If they kill, they try to sneak into the gap in the floor that the dead person makes. But then they are trapped in another's body.
Killing brings me to the third thing that happened and that is still going on. I need to prevent people from killing my parents. My mom being very caring and my dad hopefully being a little more talkative now that I’m gone. There is only one place I can see my parents again, the elevator in their office building. Apparently it was the location of the first memory I had with both of them.
I go to that elevator daily, except for on the weekend because then they don’t go to work. As long as I’m there with them, others won’t try to kill them, I hope. Yesterday I went and it was a close call. Jerry, another ghost, was already at the elevator. I thought that it wasn’t a problem because it was still a bit early for my parents to go to work. But then they showed up. It was like Jerry had arranged it to be that way. I was surprised that I was thinking that because Jerry had been the captain of a cargo ship and wasn’t very smart.
I was thinking fast. Well I tried to think fast. I started shouting and I sounded like a one year old. My parents looked around the elevator. Of course there normally wasn’t a baby in their office building but this wasn't a normal day. Jerry was about to kill them. Jerry put his hand through the floor and started reaching towards my mom's neck. I kicked him. Away from my parents and away from life. He started screaming this really high pitched scream. The Headmistress came. I was in trouble now. The Headmistress would never believe me because Jerry had an advantage. Jerry had been the Headmistress's girlfriend when they were both still alive.
The Headmistress started walking towards me. She had a really fake smile on her old and scarred face just like always. She asked what happened. I spoke the truth. That didn’t get me far. Jerry told a lie. That got him everywhere. Wouldn’t you believe a constantly drunk forty three year old over an innocent eight year old. The headmistress did. She let Jerry go and took me with her. To ‘ghost jail’. It’s not horrible here. Well, it’s not more horrible than the rest of this place.
And currently, I’m still in jail. Writing this statement to you madam Judge. Deep down you know that I didn’t do anything wrong. And deep down you know what Jerry was trying to do. Because I believe that you were a good person. And I believe that you are a good ghost. They wouldn’t let you be the Judge of this ‘world’ if you weren’t, right?
You see, madam Judge, I don’t think ghosts are horrible, I am a ghost myself. I was just trying to protect my parents. I would want to be with them but not in this way. You see, they didn’t want me to come here in the way I came here either. But I must confess, the Alice In Wonderland Syndrome didn’t push me in front of that bus, a ghost did.